Sad
@ 8:05 PM
Feeling totally sad today. Sad & Upset. Just feeling down. The whole week is a killer. I wonderhow did I manage to make myself go on and pretend everything is fun and normal.
Nadiah.
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Ending
@ 10:21 PM
Yes..crazy weird timetable is ending soon. It's good. And bad.
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Back Again
@ 11:32 PM
I just realised i'm the most lazy bumm person here. Here i am sitting not only at home, but on my bed with my laptop on the lap (duh! how u think it got its name? LOL) for hours doing nothin. So much for waking up early morn to jog. Muahaha (evil laugh).
Oh well, it is also obvious that my writing on the blog after so long of being non-existent means one thing: I've nothin else better to do. Yes, i'm sooo bored that I decide to blog on nothing.
Oh well, i'm still contemplating whether to sleep or not. It's 22:30 ++ pm but I have to wake up like about 3++ am the next day.
I'm not too sure as to why i chose that career path. It's not at the top on my list of dream job. A lot of people hate people like me who has that job title. C'mon, we have to admit my job makes people miserable. I'm like the powerpuff girls; except i'm not as young, i'm blue, i can't fly and no super powers.
Til next time then since my mind suddenly became blank. LOL.
Nadiah.
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@ 11:23 PM
Today is one of the rare moment in my life whereby I am temporarily far away from my mobile phone for almost half the day.
I actually forgot my phone and left it at home. I couldn't make myself go back to take it since I am late for work and I was tired & sleepy. So I decide to go "cold turkey". Without my mobile phone.
It was not easy at work. Every single minute, I'll be thinking of my phone. I wasn't worry about having missed calls or messages. I have missed call & I was expecting to have more smses but that did not happen. I was a littke bit disappointed.
But the sad fact is that now I became so attached to my mobile phone. It's like I'm missing my other half. Without it, I felt lost.
But nevertheless, I'm proud of myself that I still managed to survive the day without it & still thinks rationally. But I think I'll be checking my phone every few seconds these coming few weeks just to make sure I don't forget it.
Nadiah.
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@ 12:34 AM
The first 35 minutes of my Sat morning and I'm writing this? Well, got 23 hrs 25 minutes left. Including sleeping time. Traveling time back and forth to work. 5 hours of a course I'm supposed to attend. 1 hour breakfast, 1 hour lunch, 1 hour dinner. 30 minutes supper. 30 minutes tea breaks. Now I realised why 24 hours a day is never enough for me.
Well, at last I finished 1 out of 2 of my reports. So feel a bit light. I need fun. When was the last time I act silly and had fun? Oh yeah, Chinese New Year. I remember when the 4 of us having a mini competition: Who can run up the escalator 1st of Vivo City. Then walking around indecisively whether to take the bus, monorail or walk. Jumping queue and know one can point fingers at us since all we are all about the same built wearing the same tee-shirts. And I can't believe I'm wasting my money on a cap that probably I won't wear for a year or so but I still bought it since the sun is shining too brightly and I'm walking with my eyes closed. And then there was bowling. My cousin still wants a re-match. Then my attempt at pool. That's the word: ATTEMPT. Haha. Too bad, no photos taken. Or did we?
After CNY, everything seems to be moving sooo fast. Back to work and no rest. And now is already March. What have I done so far?
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Bored, Bored, Bored
@ 3:37 AM
I am soo bored. I am tired but I can't sleep. For goodness sake it's like 3.48 am. Normally I would be knocked out by now. But NO, not today morning. Just because tomorrow not working. But I got nothing to do to make me feel sleepy. Lucky Yuwen is online so I chatted with her. At least kept me company in the early sat morning of CNY eve.
Anyway we just randomly chat and I offered some advice to her. And she told me my advice is inspiring. Yay me! And then, she has (is this the correct tense by the way? Wait later my teacher-cousin will scold me) told me I should also listen to my own advice. Whoops. But she is right, I should. Else, I'll be like all-talk-no-action person.
And earlier this evening, my boss gave me an ironic advice too. I mean lately people are so interested in my love life, or shall I rephrase my lack of it. So my boss was like telling me don't go the wrong path (if you know what I mean *wink, wink*). Coming from other people will be fine, BUT from him, erm... (If you ever hear what I say about my boss, that is. Haha)
But aside from that, my life is still frustratingly boring. How come there seems to be nothing interesiting going on in my life? Nothing at all. B-O-R-I-N-G! Can something interesting please happen to me?
Oh, can't wait for Chinese New Year. Gonna go out and have Girls/Cousins-and-a-sister Day Out. We gonna have pure girls fun and some family bondings. Muahaha.
And not only that. Got long weekend. And my boss say to come to his open house. Must collect ang pao from all the uncles and aunties...hahaha...thick skin me.
And I though I wanna keep up the tradition of keeping the orange until it shrinks and open it up later. My hopes was almost fulfilled. My boss gave me an orange. But my colleague ate them about 1 hour later. So much for the shrunk-up orange idea. Oh well, there is always next year.
Better sleep now. Else they will send me to the zoo and labelled me "Danger. Brown Panda with hair. Do not feed junk food". And I'll be placed next to the Barbary sheeps.
Nadiah.
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Thank You Part 2
@ 12:02 PM
I want to thank my Grandparents. I know I am not an easy person to live with. I know I am very temperamental especially at home and yet they can still put up with my nonsense. So I shall thank them for being patient with me and bearing with my attitude.
So maybe this is a good time to consider major attitude change for the coming year; or even NOW!
Nadiah.
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