Orange
@ 11:12 PM
That (referring to above pic) is what I found somewhere under piles of papers.
Yep, that is an old, dried orange from Chinese New Year.
Poor orange, left alone till its dried.
I wonder how the inside will look like...hmmmphhh!!
Nadiah.
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Part II
@ 7:10 PM
Part II about me having issues with people
I don't get it. Why must people put tissue papers or flyers on the table/seat to reserve them. I wonder what will happen if I remove the paper and sit on their place. Maybe they will come up to me with their tray brimming with food and say, "Scuse me, this place taken. I chop it oready."
Me,"where got?!"
Them, "I put paper here to chop the place".
Me, "I don't see any paper. I think your paper fly away oready ah. Too bad lor. I thought no one sit here so I sit lor."
If I do that, probably they will throw me a very dirty look and wishing that they could dump their lunch on my head but can't because they are too hungry, don't want to line up again for their meal and don't want to spend more money for lunch.
I also wonder what will happen if they put tissue paper. What if I have the sudden urge to sneeze and just grab the nearest piece of tissue paper. Will they mind? Afterall, the tissue paper are displayed there for all to see. So, it's not wrong of me to assume that the tissues are for free, isn't it?
If you are a slow-eater like me, it is okay if your friends sit down and occupy the space opposite and/or beside you while waiting for you to finish your meal. After all, a true friend will not let their friend eat alone. But if 2 people dinking a sugarcane juice on a plastic cup with lids and straws, waiting for the friend to finish up her teh tarik and still continue sitting even when your friend are done and are aware that there are a lot more other people waiting for a seat to be emptied so that they can have their lunch; THAT is being plain selfish. It's okay to do that when there are many other available seats. Not okay when many people are hungry and lunch hour is so short.
I also hope the lady who cut queue for taxi this morning have to pay extra or experience traffic jam. Other people line up for the taxi IN the taxi stand and she unabashedly just open the door, not waiting for the passenger in the cab to get out and just go in. I could have just grab the frst taxi. But no, that is unethical of me. The guy before me in crutches was standing there first even though he is not queueing on the given queueing area for taxis. But because he was before me, irregardless of him with or without crutches, I have to let him grab the cab first. But the woman who cut queue pretend that she did not see me, just because she wearing sunglasses. Pardon me, she did not cut queue. She did not even queue up.
Nadiah.
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Grouchy Ol' Me
@ 1:07 PM
Yes, I have issues with people.
They can be weird. They can be irritating.
This morning I just tell my colleague I'm sick. And she asked me, "You okay or not?". Duh! Of course I'm not okay. Didn't I just tell you that? When you're sick, you're not supposed to be okay. I just stared at her. Or maybe I should just answer her, "In regards to me being sick? Out of curiosity, no." Ape siam. -- Muahahaha.
And what's up with people using too much tissues. Yes, the tissue paper in the toilet are free and they have abundant tissue supplies. But have you not heard of Green House effect in school? So what if they can recycle paper? But would you want to use a several times recycled tissue paper? Eeuw...GROSS!
And then there was someone who tells me to go to the doctor since I'm sick. You don't just get it. I don't like going to a clinic. It's a room full of germs. It makes me more sick. I don't need the doctor telling me I'm sick. I know I am sick. I don't like eating medicine. It taste disgusting. I only want 1 week MC. But probably I'll get 1 day. And I don't want to be on MC tomorrow because I'm having dinner with my colleagues and ex-colleagues.
Until next time with more stories to come about people I cannot stand.
Nadiah.
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Dreams
@ 10:10 PM
This is dedicated to a friend.
I know how it feels like when dreams don’t come true
I know how it feels like to be disappointed
I know how it feels like when your worse nightmare becomes reality
But I’m not gonna say I’m sorry for you
Because I am not
There is nothing to be sorry of when you have put in your best
But the thing I don’t understand is why must people laugh at your dreams?
Dreams are suppose to be crazy!
If they’re not, what’s the point of dreaming?
Isn’t the whole reason of dreaming is to unleash your wild and creative side?
To the people who laugh at people’s dreams
You must be a very boring person
To the people who dreams
Keep on dreaming
Your dream might / might not come true
So why not take the chance
Yours truly,
From a person who dreams a lot
And sometimes can’t separate reality from dreams
Nadiah.
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Tan! Tanned!
@ 6:59 PM
Yes! I think I'm a bit darker now...well actually more to red. Had a company outing and we played Amazing Race. Running around under the hot morning sun can really burn you.
But..., as much as it irks you, Yun and myself, my leg is still PALE. It refused to be tanned! Haha. So, when are we going to tan ourselves with the 2 screaming girls (Yes! Its's you Syiq & Haniza)?
Nadiah.
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Ever wonder...
@ 10:29 PM
Ever have the feeling that no matter how hard you try, how much effort you put in, how much sacrifices you’ve made, they’re still never good enough?
Ever wonder at the point where you are on the verge of giving up, what makes you keep on going to see to your dreams coming true?
Ever wonder what is the things that makes you end up doing the things you do?
Ever wonder what influence your decisions?
Who or what inspire you and make you more determine to go on?
Yes, I am a little bit demoralized right now. But I am not giving up, just taking a short breather.
The “project” is facing another of its difficult times. I felt like I’m to be blamed, that I’m the cause of it. But I feel like I have tried my best. So why do I feel like I’m never good enough? I am having second thought of backing out. But that’s just not my style. I won’t give up just because I felt like I’m the cause of the setbacks. Things have just gotten a bit out of hand and off the plan, I must admit. Maybe we’re too dependant on the facilitator. I just need a little bit of distraction before I continue my journey to see the “project” till the end.
Nadiah.
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My Collection
@ 10:02 PM
Well...one thing I learn today is, make sure your work place is clean and tidy. Apparently there was a spot check just now and apparently people stuff can be very interesting.
One of the AVP was checking my team's place. And when it was my area, I move as far away as possible. Apparently, in a small room, no matter where you hide, you can't really make yourself invisible. Towards the end of checking my work area, he turn behing, look at me with a funny smile and I swore I saw him slightly shook his head. I guessed he found my toy collection -- thanks to Kinder Bueno Surprise chocolates.
Well, usually when people look at my collection, I explain to them that it's a good theraphy playong with the toy when you're feeling stress. But I don't think that reasoning will work with him or anyone of a higher position.
Anyway...I haven't been sleeping well lately and I thought I will have a good night sleep. But nope, I was wrong. First, I have a stupid dream of playing in a very deep pool that looks like a deep sea. Me and a group of people were hanging out in the pool. And later, we got out of the pool. And of all things that people do once they're out of the pool is definitely not crowd the kitchen and pass the bottle of Vitamin C around, but somehow I did dream of that. Like Hello? No one goes out of the pool and then say "Here, have some Vitamin C". That was a stupid dream.
And after that dream, I have a nightmare. I dreamt that I accidentally download a virus in my computer. Now, that really scares the shit out of me. Another stupid dream...I mean of all things that I can dream of, I'm dreaming of downloading a virus. Sheesh Nadiah, you really know how to scare yourself.
And to dog owners, kindly take note to put a leash around your pet's neck. Some people are afraid of dogs.
This morning, this over-excited dog was sooo near me that I was to scared to look at it because I'm afraid the dog will be attracted to me and decide to come nearer. The dog was practically jumping around as though it never see a world outside its home. Stoopid dog that looks like a baby lamb. I hate it. How can a dog looks liek a baby lamb, I shudder to think of it.
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Dead Bored
@ 12:46 AM
This is boring. I am spending my weekend at my mum's. Staying at different place from your mum can really be tiring sometimes...or most of the time. I just dump everything in my backpack (which I last use during the FYP presentation, the same bag that I used to stuff my laptops, books, notes and junk food back in good ol' school days - oh how I miss school!).
So I decide to use my brother's laptop. Even volunteer to do his assignment. Big sis is hopeless, sleep within 10 minutes. Step-bro bring a friend. I still can't talk to him. I still he's still shy to talk to us girls.
Stoopid brother's laptop. The blog website is in Chinese Characters and I have no freaking idea why. Luckily the site is easy to navigate and to guess what button for what.
And tomorrow, I have to wake up at 7am, to "visit" my dad. Mum say so that we won't be caught in the hot sun. Wow...been years since I've been there. It must be covered in weeds. Good thing the "pakcik" driving us there. Else, have to wait till any of my uncle wants to go there. Oh well, must brace myself on how the "house" will look like. The last time I went there, I almost cry because it was so disorganised.
Oh. can't wait to meet Syiq & Yun. I'm still crossing my fingers and will be till we see each other face to face. And OMG Syiq! You really bringing a camera? Oh well, thanks for the advance warning. Must make myself pretty. Hahaha.
Nadiah.
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Panda Me
@ 1:41 PM
How come everytime I'm going to fell into a deep sleep, the alarm have to ring loudly and irritatingly?
Stoopid David, call me a Panda just because I look so dead-tired this morning.
Can't blame me, I reached home from The Tangs' resident at about midnight.
And I have to do powerpoint slides for my boss presentation because he was hospitalized and super sick.
I want to sleep. But fat hope for me to sleep on Saturday afternoon. There is always something that will prevent me from sleeping.
Oh well, tomorrow coffee time with Yun & Syiq. Both of you can bling till I go blind but I'm not blinging, OK? Oh can any of you please sms me again what time. I forget lah...Thanks to Syiq and her "milk - shake".
Nadiah.
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YES!
@ 12:58 PM
Yay Yay! I finally managed to annoy YOU!
Did we ever made a bet for that?
But anyhow ... I ANNOYED YOU at long last!
Yes!
You're annoyed by me!
OK I shall shuddup now. Hehehe...
Nadiah.
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