Day 3
@ 12:13 AM
Only a few minutes past day 3 of year 2006 and so far I managed to accomplished 1 of my resolution: I dyed my hair black. In fact, I dyed it at the stroke of midnight. I was thinking of starting the new year with a humble start but I thought wrong. One of the otehr resolution is to curse less and today, I was a not-stop cursing machine. That is not good at all.
Met Yun and Syiq on eve of new year. It was great. It was weird. It was different. Everybody seemed changed. There was kind of some weird moments, proably caused by the long duration of us not meeting-ups and the individual personality/attitude change. But it's not bad. Just need a little adjustments.
Have meeting with for the now defunct Operation Yellow Ribbon. The others, especially Mrs Tang, was doubting my stay to the group. They know Yuana have officially back away from the group and have explained herself. And they all assumed (including myself) that Syiqin have silently remove herself from the group. They are wondering of I will follow suit since my "gang" is out from the group. I thought by now people will have guessed I'm not the "follow-the-group" kind. There are a lot of things that I did, even back in school, without Syiqin and Yuana. If I was that kind, I will have long ago beg Yuana and Syiqin to ask their boss to hire me at Darul Arqam, so that we could all work at the same place.
Syiqin, I think you should announce officially like Yuana that you want to be out of the group. It is not easy to guess whether you are in or out of this. They will always turn to me but I'm sorry, I can't say anything on your behalf because I myslef is left clueless, left hanging in the air wondering.
Anyway, we are forming new groups. I will be continuing what I have start and hopefully to see this project through the end, as well as to the next chapter, if there will be.
3rd day and I'm already depressed. Maybe I am throwing out all the anger I have kept so long. So expect me to be more outspoken, but I'll try not to be rude.
Think positive and happy thoughts Nadiah.
Nadiah.
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