@ 8:53 PM
It has been slightly after 2 weeks of fasting. And I only met my mom twice. Break fast with her once. Most of my time, I break fast at work. I'm becoming workaholic again. And the thing is, I am not complaining as much now. This year fasting month seems different. Maybe because this is the first time I don't break fast with my family anymore. This is the first time we break the trend, sadly. And I thought year 2000 was a hard times. That might explain why I rather not be at home to break fast, with the TV as my entertainment while I eat. Can't blame my grandparents. They eat faster than me. And they eat lesser too.
Oh well, I still have something to look ofrward to. I can't wait on the 20th. Yun already remind me twice, and Syiq once. And I have a feeling they might remind me again. For the first time the BIT girls gonna break fast together. Oh well, girls indeed since as far as I can recall, we're the only batch with no guys. Haha. That should be fun.
Well, surprisingly, I am not really looking forward to Hari Raya this year. I don't really bother to do anything. The only reason I buy clothes for Hari Raya is because my mom ask me to. Maybe, like year 2000, this this is a changing point of my life, again. I don't think I will go visiting as much now, even though now the family has been expanded. I'm still feeling awkward with the step-family. I needs time togetting use to it.
But I wouldn't mind breaking fast with my cousins. We have a fun day. We always have. Even if we're not in the best of the mood, we somehow try to make it fun and a unique outing each time. Last weekend was such a long well-spent day, and I meant DAY. We plan to meet up to break fast together. We end up meeting in the afternoon and spent time till almost midnight. That's almost 12 hours; half of a day. And we didn't realise it was going to be midnight really soon. Time always fly so fast when we're hanging out.
Oh well, you lose some, you gain some. And I am not complaining. I just need some time to adjust. Till then.
Nadiah.
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